| Location | Peterhead |
| Age | 18 years |
| Cause of Death | Road Traffic Collision |
| Date of Birth | 31/07/1987 |
| Date of Death | 16/05/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,180 since 15/05/2009 |
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My little "big" brother meant the world to me. We fought and argued liked brother and sister did, but i never realised just how much it would hurt to lose him. You expect them always to be here! Its been 3 years and still hurts like it happened yesterday. He was taken far too soon and had lots to live for.
My heart now has an empty space, which can never be filled. The only thing i can look forward too is meeting him again someday, whenever that may be.
I never expected that the morning he left for work would be the last i would see him, talk to him, laugh with him. Theres so many things i would have wanted to say, but if i knew it was going to happen i would never have let him go.
The only comfort i can take is knowing he died instantly and he suffered no pain. The impact of the crash was so quick it was over instantly. A blink of the eye and he was gone.
Having noone to blame is hard to accept. Knowing there is no reason why he can't be with me.
They say life goes on and it does, but acceptance takes a long time, and today i still cannot accept hes not here to share my special times. Never be at my wedding, see my children or meet his nephews.
i do know one thing though. God is very lucky to have my brother with him. He really is one in a million. Irreplaceale, unforgetable and very much loved and in my heart forever.
I love you! I just wish you could be here to tell you in person or else had the chance to say before you left x x
5 years
5 years ago you left. Back then i didnt no how life could go on and now 5 years down the line it has passed so quick. I love u loads and miss u more and more each day!!
Watch over us and i no i can carry on with life knowin u are still part of my life xxx
Its Your Birthday
You would have been 23 today and everyday i wonder what your life would be like if you were still here. I miss you everyday and it still hurts. Look over us all and until we meet again - I LOVE YOU.
Thinking of you on your birthday bro,
But that is nothing new,
For no day starts or ends,
Without a thought of you
xx
Today
4 year ago today you went away to work and never came home again. You have left such a hole in my life, that noone can ever fill. I know that i will always have my memories of us growing up, having our holidays abroad together, but i only wish that you were here to make lots more.
You were taken far too early for reasons i cant accept. You were here one day and gone the next. I will always remember the night before you left, you told me i was your sister and you loved me, i said me too. I only wish i had said i love you back, because i do and nothing can ever change that.
Time has gone on but you have and will never be forgotten. Your on my mind everyday. I try to imagine what you would be doing if you were still here, i just wish you were here and i could see how much you had grown up, you culd be married by now with kids.
I think that if i could turn back time, then i would never have let you go that day, but if i rewound time then we wouldn't have Dean and hes just your spitting image. I bet you are so proud of him. When him and Kieran are old enough to understand am goin to tell them all about uncle Neil, and have them just as proud to call you uncle as i am to call you my brother.
Ive rambled on so much and i bet there is things i have still forgot to say, but i know that you are still here with me everyday. Keep watching over us all, and until i meet you again i just want to say one thing I LOVE YOU!!
Miss you always, forget you never xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I miss you
I know how much i miss you,
I feel an emptiness inside,
It shows in evrything i do
Its something i can't hide
I simply miss you being there,
Life seems dull and flat,
Without you nothing's quite the same
I can't say more than that
But one day we will meet again
I know that this is true
But everything until then, i know
I'l just be missing you
Copyright Alan G
hey
hey neil its Andrew Milne Here, i came across this somehow. Bored at work. cant believe its nearly 5 years now. So much has changed in the town. lots of shops closing down. just random things like that. I still remember the night i found out. i never thought it would happen to such a great guy. Im a dad now yeah your reading right me a dad, who would of thought. I always bump into your brother norman and have a good yap to him. While your up there say hi to my dad for me im sure you have prob bumped into him lol. im just rambling on now cause im bored at work. i still have great memories of us growing up in pentland place. Remember all the bonfire nights we use to spend weeks collecting stuff. We were always causing mayem haha. Well i hope your having a great party upstairs and i hope to see you again some time for a kickabout. Rangers are looking at lifting the league trophy again this year and we already have the cis cup in the bag. shame aboutt the treble though. well im going to go now as im sure iv rambled on too long. keep watching over your family as i know they miss you like mad.
Catch ya later mate
hiya
hiya bro, well the snows back agin bit hey u wid be so proud o ma as im gettin used t drivin in it. am so sorry i havent been upt the cemetry yet this yr, but it just hasnt been good weather. i just cant believe that is 4 yr to u in may, where has the time gone, i will remember that day forever. hey, ave joined the gym!! me gan t the gym - bet u never thot u wid here that, but i want to keep making u proud.
I dreamt the other night u were in my room lying on the floor beside my ed, i even climbed over the top of u and went and switched on the light, but u were gone. I hope it was u. I wasnt scared at all - it was nice to think u were with me.
Whenever am alone thinkin of u i just cry. I cant help it. I speak about u 2 my mates all the time. What i want most in the whole world is to have u bak, but i no i cant have that so instead i am determined to make u proud of me, looking down with ur mates, and saying thats my sister. I love u so much and miss u always xxxxxx
well little bro its a start to another year and its another year without u. I hope u were watching over us at xmas time and new yr and heard the news of the new baby. Who would have thot being a dad would change our cousin eh?? I miss u so much and theres not a day that i dont think of u. I just wish i had just one more chance t say how much you mean to me, but then again if you came back i would never be able to let you go again. Love u! Please look after all the family especially the boys, Dean is just so like you & Kieran, well hes a topper. They will always be told about u. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hey
hey little bro, i was just passing through so i thought i would say hi. u are never ever forgotten and i will love you forever x xx x
why?
its my birthday today bro. Where are u? Why u not here? None of my birthdays have mattered since u left. I would give anything for u 2 be here!! I wish more than anything u cud b here then it would b a celebration!! I miss u so much!!! Love u always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Nic xxxxxx
I lost my sister in March 2009 and there will forever be an empty place in my heart..Praying for comfort,peace and strength for your precious family..
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